Honestly I regret today's choices a little. I splurged on an orange and poppy seed muffin - it was giant and didn't taste too well, a raspberry cheesecake Subway cookie, four chocolate chip cookies and I pretty much just ate when I wasn't hungry for this whole day. I've fallen into habit where I just need to keep my mouth and mind busy with food. I've also developed a habit where I must have a coffee in hand before my 9AM lectures. I don't need the energy and the taste does not excite me like it used to.

I. Need. To. Get. My. Shit. Together.

SAT

I slept late and therefore I woke up late. AW MAN what am I doing to myself? I skipped my yoga classes because I honestly just don't have the motivation or interest anymore - I used to be SO keen for my Saturday classes but now i'm just eh. I've wasted $200+ from skipping classes...This is my last month on the yoga membership.

Things I did today:
- Watched 7 hours worth of YouTube videos.
- Completed shallow research for my Pharmacology presentation and report.
- Went over to my cousin's house for dinner! Yippeeeee - my fave place because my Aunty is so understanding that i'm vegetarian and doesn't try to stuff meat in to my mouth.

SUN
SMASH! SYDNEY'S MANGA AND ANIME SHOW.
I went last year and to be honest, I found it somewhat... boring. My friend asked me to go with her this year and I haven't hung out with her in forever so yes! Why not!

The only predominate recollection that I have from the last few days were that I allowed myself to consume dairy-included treats (in which i've been off for a quite some time) and now my body is suffering from their consequences. I have learnt my lesson - I hope. I was lazy, didn't want to prep anything plant based and just binged on the refined sugars.

I feel as if i'm the heaviest i've ever been and I feel 100x worse than what i've ever been.

Sometimes I just want everything to go away.

I'm having a really low weekend.

OK BYE NOW.